I need songs for my i-pod. If you were to pick one song what would it be? I need some more songs and I'm tapped. I like different music so just say it and I may take you idea or I may not.

Just to let the world know I'm here! Wait 2009 I'll be a LPN by the end of June, wooooo!!!

People please look at you e-mail. Dawn, Sean, TJ, Lindsey, Meg, Steve, Bryan, umm and other people that know me. If you didn't get an e-mail from me, let me know. I may have to wrong e-mail address or I don't like you ( na, I never hate people). Melanie/ Suki
ozzkatt@comcast.net

I felt like writing. Life has been excellent!! I have had a hard time with Anatomy and Physiology. I had a final today and I was so stressed this morning. I had the poops. Yuck. Not to mention I was up late to study. OK so I take my test and I think, Ok I really think I did ok. But you know when I say that I fail. I had to wait from 9 am till 2:20. At the approiate time about 2, I decided to trow up, cause if I fail this I am out of the program. Ok at 2:20 I look at my grade. Oh, fu..k yea!! I passed actually I got a 75 on my test and my adverage is a 71. I sqyeaked by. YES YES. Can life get better? Perhaps. Look ma I am gonna be a nurse. To all have a wonderful week or day!!!!!! MEOW

I got in to Nursing school! I found out yesterday and I start Monday. I have this feel weird in my stomach. I am excited and so scared all at the same time. I have to get all my shit together. One of the main reasons why I'm scared is Andy. I told him that I might go back to school and he didn't talk to me for at least an hour. Yes, I know that money is a big issue. I know that I will be in debt for a while. I really want to do this! I want to be grown, and I want to do something I love. Since, I was a little girl I wanted to be a nurse. I really do hope he comes around.
I will try to attend Magestry, unless I have a major test. As in the math on I have or spelling one. Other than that I will be there even if I have to study with my book covered in brown paper.
I have become like the college student, that has no money, no time, drinks alot of coffee, and of course stressed. When I graduate June of 09, I am having a huge party at my house. So keep your calenders open. Meow for now.


P.S. Icharus say hi. That's the cat up top.

What else do I do here? I rant, and vent.
To start it off this morning I had to go to the doctor, so I can attend school sometime. I hate the doctor! They had to draw blood and none would come out. Weird? Maybe my dream of becoming a super hot vampire chick has come true. I have to go back in a little bit so they can draw some blood. It damn well better come out.
On another note I will be going back to school. Perhaps in March or in September. Which one I don't know yet, I will find out March 6th, if I'm in, and school starts the 10th. I just have to wait for is my stupid blood test, ( if it comes out today).
My baby sister left for California last week. I never thought I'd say this but I miss her sooooo much. Cali. is so far way and to me she is super young to do this. I wish her luck and I hope she makes it.
Magestry better come soon. I can't wait to be a little less like me. I have cooking everyone, so one of these days I'll be taking orders. I may have a yummie Saturday morning snack for people, but you gotta pay. Oh, and NO fatal Crits or CHARM spells.
MEOW for now!!!

Fact: Yes I work in plus size clothing store. You don't have to tell me that I should not be allowed to work there because I don't know their products. My mouth was open in one of those can't shut you mouth oh's. I really could not come back with a reply. But I freaking help you ( YOU DAMN HUGE COW, that can't breath), and find you 400 dollars worth in clothes that you actually like. So, why discriminate me? I get it some of the time but others are nice. It a job and I guess in retail, actually I know in retail you deal with it.
I hate this weather, I wish it would just stay a little hot. I can't sleep and I freezing. I want some pumpkin coffee and to curl up with my cat and sleep. No such luck. Slave to the grind.
Well, Magestry is coming. It is at least something to look forward to. I will have tons of pumpkin cookies. I think some with frosting some without. That makes me hungry. I'm a little worried about this weekend. .... You have to understand I am always so stressed before game anyways. I have this huge attack before and in game at the beginning. I don't know I've been playing Suki for about 2 years and I still get it. I really don't know what it is. I have a killer name for the girls. Where the hell is the newsletter, not that I wrote anything.
I swear to go my brother better not be a pain in my ass this time. No falling asleep in the car. None of your other stuff that you do when you know I am sooo tired. Please. And if you freaking reading this call me or e-mail me.
I'm going to find some coffee before I kill someone.

I want Magestry to come. I know, I know. I hate the normal world. It bring back sh*t. What on my plate? Well, my step grandpa doesn't have much longer to live, my real Grandpa is still in a home ( I HATE!!!!!! my Ashman side), work blows, and I still haven't signed up for school. I am such a procrastinator. You know what else is horrible. I am watching a stupid reality show, with a rocker from my time. I'm not saying who but come one I must have more taste.

well, game was good. I am so not where I want to be but I'll get there. I wish I could just get in and fight. I can't do that but I'd like to do it. I so screamed at Rakesh. Yes, it was only in game and I would never be mad at Mark. If you haven't noticed Suki is a little hot tempered. No, watch at moments. When it come to Will (hell yea), when it comes to something I believe in (hell yea), I'd love to walk a grey line. I walk that until I make up my mind up. My naive, hot headed, little nature hopper. Girls can dream.

Next up.... name for the girls group. I like crown. Why???? Ok, it is a symbol or power, it is a circle, what is higher than a queen or a king? a crown. It sits upon their head. It implies majesty, strength. What to put with it? What the hell will everyone else like? hummm.

I'm starving... I made beef stew. Yum and it's from scratch, yum. I could do with out the nasty carrots.

I also bought something total cool for someone birthday. I can't wait to give it.
thanks for letting me vent and read ( and listing to it)


MEOW

OK I just found Meg test. Some of these I actually wanted to be , some of them. No way. Can you guess which ones?

1. Career Counselor

2.Funeral Director Ummm no way

3.Mental Health Nurse

4.Director

5.Director of Photography

6.Midwife

7.Acupuncturist

8.Podiatrist

9.Customer Service Representative

10.Librarian

11.Nurse

12 Tour Guide

13.Special Effects Technician

14.Actor

15.Medical Secretary

16.Dental Assistant

17.Public Health Nurse

18.Hotel Desk Clerk

19.Bank Teller

20.Adoption Counselor

21.Addictions Counselor

22.Set Designer

23.Costume Designer

24.Naturopath

25.Religious Worker

26.Community Worker

27.Postal Clerk

28.Mortgage Broker

29.Licensed Practical Nurse

30.Nurse Practitioner

31.Taxidermist

32.Casting Director

33.Library Technician

34.Comedian

35.Airline Customer Service Agent

36.Musician

37.Health Records Professional

38.Composer

39.Cashier

40.Surgical Technologist